its so annoying when i get emo sometimes..i seriously dont like being emo. its so not me..my parents say i use to smile 24-7 (made me sound like some sort of lunatic o O) especially when i was smaller..they say i now look like a sour puss >....<

I think im worrying too much bout my future..about what will happen between me and ryan after spm..im thinking too much..havent meditate for a long time =S i need yoga lessons..join with khye-ren xD ahahha

Last night i had dinner at Overseas Restaurant. I had a wishing bone from the chicken i ate. I didnt make a wish. Why? Am i too afraid to wish? or..i thought that wishing bones are just for kids...? Whatever it is..i rather not wish for anything..im happy for what it is now..but wishes are for the future right? omg..im getting emo now.....normally when im like this i need to talk to k-ren, alvin or ryan. It doesnt matter whether they can solve my problem..i just want someone to listen out u noe? But the thing is..i dont noe wuts my problem..so..cant talk to them about what problems am i having..