Impressions?

I'm such a slob here at home. Not to mention very messy. Papers on the floor, clothes everywhere, bed left unmade, cables strewn over the table..people who knows me from uni wouldn't recognise this side of me. However at uni, my room would be much neater..and somehow I developed mild OCD (as my friends would say) where everything must be in place. If not, I would be agitated.

So why is this?

The only reason I can think of is that nobody else sees my room here at home. So it would be fine to let loose..unleash a hurricane in this room. In uni, my room would have constant visitors and I wouldn't want to scare them with the messy monster in me. But somehow I enjoy being neat, it didn't feel like as if I was forcing myself to be neat for the sake of impression. I like to fluff my pillow, place my textbook back on the shelf aligning with all the other books, putting back my shampoo on the top shelf, filing my worksheets, folding clean laundry and doing my same ol' routine....I miss doing all that but somehow it doesn't feel right to do it all here at home.

This shall remain a mystery until I invest more thoughts over it. 'Til then!