I feel like I'm standing on the edge of a cliff, ready to (bungee) jump. The excitement and anxiousness brewing together - this is so unreal. (Although I've never bungee jumped before I can imagine myself feeling that way) .Exams are on Tuesday and I feel like someone/something has pushed me off the cliff. But I know I'm going to be okay.
I studied closely with a friend last year and got goodish results. Unfortunately she's away for year in industry so I had a thought I might do badly this year, my final year. But I thought it was all in the mind. I can actually do this. This is my chance to prove to myself that I can be an independent learner, that I don't have to rely on others all the time. It cant be a coincidence that I found a good friend who will be away on the year when my house needed another person to make 4 of us. If she stayed here doing a BSc instead, life would be so different. But she isn't doing the Bsc. She isn't here. I say it's a test perfectly laid down by God. Does God test people? If so, why? Side tracking now to God but I shall save it for another post. It's my bedtime now and I have to wake up early to memorise some inorganic chemistry!!
Bon nuit
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