Tearing my heart apart..its the only way i could forget him

Sometimes i feel like shouting at him bout how hurt am i..but i noe very well its useless..i dont have the energy anyway..it'll go into wsste. But sometimes i think its worth it..

everyone has an evil side.
I just want him to regret. I want him to suffer in the future..some bad karma or something..let fate bring whatever to him..

I know this song is actually dedicated for girls but the lyrics of other parts are still similar to what im going through now.

Gone - 'NSync

There's a thousand words that I could say
To make you come home
Oh, seems so long ago you walked away
Left me alone
I remember what you said to me
You were acting so strange
and maybe I was too blind to see
That you needed a change
Was it something I said
To make you turn away?
To make you walk out and leave me cold
If I could just find a way
To make it so that you were right here
But right now..I've been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind
I've tried my best to be a man and be strong
I've drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth remains..You're gone..You're gone..
Baby you're gone
Girl you're gone, baby girl, you're gone..You're gone..You're...
I don't wanna make excuses, baby
Won't change the fact that you're gone
But if there's something that I could do
Won't you please let me know?
Time is passing so slowly now
Guess that's my life without you
and maybe I could change my every day
But baby I don't want to
So I'll just hang aroundand find some things to do
To take my mind off missing youand I know in my heart
You can't say that you don't love me too
Please say you do
Yeeaah....I've been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind
I've tried my best to be a man and be strong
I Drove myself insaneWishing I could touch your face
But the truth remainsYou're gone..You're gone..You're goneYou're gone...you're gone.. you're....GoneOhhh...Oh what'll I doIf I can't be with you
Tell me where will I turn toBaby where will I be
Now that we are apart
Am I still in your heart? Baby why don't you see?That I need you here with me
Oohhh...I've been sitting here
Can't get you off my mindI've tried my best to be a man and be strong
I've drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth remainsBeen sitting here
Can't get you off my mindI've tried my best to be a man and be strong
I drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth remainsYou're gone..You're gone..You're goneYou're gone
GoneYou're gone..But the truth remainsYou're....