haha.

I was locked outside my house xD

my kitchen door lock was cranky. i went outside to enjoy the strong winds..the wind blew the door shut.. no other way in..

Parents weren't home. Only my sis. Who was online. hmmmm how do i get her attention.

The only way was to shout her name. yay! it worked.

silly me.

this is more like it..except that there should be more green. It turns out to be a Bubble Nebula..hmm but in my dream, the gas clouds were just clouds..no particular shape..o well..i give up on trying to search for more pix hahahaa.

credits : ty :)

The first pic summarises my recent 'star' dream..except that the one in my dream is much more rounder..not too sparkly..and not too big..

The second one looks good i guess..but it still cant beat my dream..
In my dream..it has green + red gas clouds..but this pic is about 65% accurate.

Hmm..i'll try to find more pix heh.

*PS this is the actual size!* >w<

MERRY XMAS EVERYONE :D

Had a party last night..with parents' friends.

I got this cute puzzle from a cracker ^^ sooo cute dont u think? I actually LOVE this type of puzzles..slidding here and there..haha :P

Hmm so far my xmas pressies are :

1. stuff from the body shop

2. A bracelet and a necklace

haha thats all *for now* got another party tonight..formal one gaaahh x..x

nothing much to blog about. damn.

Rules: Do this tag and answer all the questions into your own blog. Delete one question from the questions listed and add one of your own questions. Make sure it's 20 questions. Tag 8 persons.

1. What was your dream when you were a small kid?
Err..to live a very happy life ^^

2. What is your happiest thing in your whole life?
So far...i would have to say spending 2006 and 2007 with my friends..i wont forget the memories we had together..

3. What do you wish to have now?
I wish life wouldnt be so complicated x..x i mean..why cant it be simple..?

4. How should the world be seen?
Hmm..stress-free..everyone should be optimistic..but..haha

5. What have you realised recently?
I realised that the ppl i care about cares about me as much as i care about them *lol*

6. What is the bad habit that you cannot accept the most?
I peel the skin around my nails > <

7. When you have something which you are unhappy about, what will you do?
I'll get annoyed..then i'll try to seek help from others..since i cant help myself =P

8. Are you afraid of losing?
nah.. sometimes we lose to gain..

9. Do you think that you feel helpless, or uselesss, sometimes?
hahaha yes!

10. When you meet someone that you like, will you confess or hide your feelings?
i'll confess if nothing is in our way :P i'll hide if it'll cause trouble.

11. List out 3 kind of people you hate the most.
selfish ppl. ungrateful ppl. inconsiderate ppl.

12. If you're given a chance to change the world, what will u do?
wah..thats a responsible too big for me xD erm..i'll somehow change the mentality of the type of ppl i hate so the world will be a better place..lol sounds cheesy but yeah..

13. Are you satisfied with your life now? Do you think any changes should be made?
nah no changes at all..i just want my life's storyboard to go on without any edits..

14. When was the most recent time you felt touched?
hmm does a movie count?? xD 'i am legend' okay so if that doesnt count then..it'll have to be that long phone call with a very understanding person..heh..

15. Where is the place that you visited and you felt the most beautiful?
everywhere in my dreams.

16. Use a song to describe how you've felt recently.
none at the moment..hmm they're all mixed up xD

17. If you had a chance to go ANYWHERE..where would it be?
space haha..the home of the stars and space clouds..full of wonder

18. Do you have anything to worry or to be scared about recently?
yes. but i shouldnt be.

19. What am I looking for in my life?
happiness with my dearest friends

20. What do you think about tissue?
what about it? lolzz..its useful. duh.
PS brian did you make this one up???? rawr

I tag alvin darrel danil tai yang khye-ren =D

thx brian ;p

sigh.

I want to spend ALL my time with my friends. My friends keep me alive. They make me feel that theres a reason for tomorrow...to have fun..share the laughter with them..

I had an idea.

If only we could all stay in pangkor..forever..never ending fun..be immortal or something..have fun at this age..blind to the cruel world..never to face the complicating adult world..worrying about money..bills..your job etc.

Each day would be different. That's what makes each day a day. *hmm does this make sense?*

I think im thinking too much *lol*

if only..

Stars.

That's all i want to see now.

I could never find a place on earth to see the stars as perfect as those in my dreams.

red stars. green stars. Kind of blur..yet sharp at the same time.

Redish white clouds..they dont move. It makes the stars even more beautiful.

The only feeling i had was.........i dont know really...i never felt so..peaceful before.

The scene only lasted for less than 3 seconds. But i still remember it crystal clear.

I wanna dream of the stars again.


*random dream post*

30th november : *random post*

did weeding this morning..

so.

many.

weeds.

Then after that..my sis and I srubbed the floor. We found ladybirds on a potted plant...so cute!

I also spotted a golden spider =O

okaaay so i cleaned up my room yesterday! It took me 3 hours + to clear up everything...






Before >...< and After :D

omg.

its over.

too numb to feel any excitement. Cant scream. Sore throat x..x

Hope life wouldn't be so boring without my friends.

Currently very happy ^^ juz feel like hugging around...better watch out :P

ok lets forget EVERYTHING in the past..lets look at my to-do-list after spm! hahahaha :D

1. Learn how to drive - i'll try to beat zet's pro driving xD

2. Learn how to play tennis - yeap! gonna learn with zet and himi =D anyone can join us for fun..

3. Train on swimming - my dad's gonna force my sis and i to swim probably 10 laps of a 50m pool a day..bleh! I'll drown at first..then i might get use to it i guess..need to keep fit!

4. PARTAY LIKE CRAZY

5. Learn to cook - the only thing i can cook now is egg and mamee. pathetic.

6. Community service - maybe at zoo negara or SPCA

7. Practice mandarin - my dad wont let me learn another language unless i brush up my mandarin -...-

8. Learn how to skateboard - I've got a skateboard since last year..tried learning from my bro..skated around my house..but its no fun cuz the floor isnt smooth..and im afraid i might fall..so i think we need proper lessons..gonna learn with zet and himi again ^^

9. Get a part time job - okay..the first job im gonna take is..to be an elf during xmas xD Then i might work at the puzzle shop in megamall..solving puzzles everyday lol

10. Dye my hair -maybe i shud make a red highlight or somethin..depending how much it cost..i've got a budget..

11. shopping - that'll be the first thing i'll do after spm!

12. maple??? - if everyone plays..i'll play

13. Read!!! - currently i have bought 7 new unread books. specially to keep me occupied during the holidays..but i dont think thats enough!

14. Typing test - aiming for 100 words per minute. gonna get a cert for that!

15. Watch anime! - bleach, tsubasa chronicles, and others recomended by zet and himi ^^

Tearing my heart apart..its the only way i could forget him

Sometimes i feel like shouting at him bout how hurt am i..but i noe very well its useless..i dont have the energy anyway..it'll go into wsste. But sometimes i think its worth it..

everyone has an evil side.
I just want him to regret. I want him to suffer in the future..some bad karma or something..let fate bring whatever to him..

I know this song is actually dedicated for girls but the lyrics of other parts are still similar to what im going through now.

Gone - 'NSync

There's a thousand words that I could say
To make you come home
Oh, seems so long ago you walked away
Left me alone
I remember what you said to me
You were acting so strange
and maybe I was too blind to see
That you needed a change
Was it something I said
To make you turn away?
To make you walk out and leave me cold
If I could just find a way
To make it so that you were right here
But right now..I've been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind
I've tried my best to be a man and be strong
I've drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth remains..You're gone..You're gone..
Baby you're gone
Girl you're gone, baby girl, you're gone..You're gone..You're...
I don't wanna make excuses, baby
Won't change the fact that you're gone
But if there's something that I could do
Won't you please let me know?
Time is passing so slowly now
Guess that's my life without you
and maybe I could change my every day
But baby I don't want to
So I'll just hang aroundand find some things to do
To take my mind off missing youand I know in my heart
You can't say that you don't love me too
Please say you do
Yeeaah....I've been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind
I've tried my best to be a man and be strong
I Drove myself insaneWishing I could touch your face
But the truth remainsYou're gone..You're gone..You're goneYou're gone...you're gone.. you're....GoneOhhh...Oh what'll I doIf I can't be with you
Tell me where will I turn toBaby where will I be
Now that we are apart
Am I still in your heart? Baby why don't you see?That I need you here with me
Oohhh...I've been sitting here
Can't get you off my mindI've tried my best to be a man and be strong
I've drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth remainsBeen sitting here
Can't get you off my mindI've tried my best to be a man and be strong
I drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth remainsYou're gone..You're gone..You're goneYou're gone
GoneYou're gone..But the truth remainsYou're....

I feel like stabbing him

I feel like hugging him again

I feel like haunting him

I wanna feel his warmth again

I wanna slap him

I wanna laugh with him

I hate him

I love him

I dont care about him anymore..why should I?

I cant stop thinking about him...

I wanna forget that jerk, idiot,fool etc

I dont wanna forget the sweet him

I dont noe what i should feel anymore!

hmm..should i write another emo entry? haha o well here goes..might as well let it all out here better than trapped in my head..

Im 50% sad..50% happy..

>50% sad (?)

1 year 3 months 9 days.
I thought we could last longer than that..i guess in this case time doesn't matter..what matters is how strong we are. At first I was just thinking hard whether should i stay with him eventhought i'll be going to UK. When i finally found the will to stay strong..my bridge of effort that i built crumbled before me. A single brick from the bridge..thats all it tkaes to bring it down. Before i knew about the "news" ..i thought the time after spm will be the greatest ever! i always said to him :'everything will be ok after spm :D' or 'I cant wait till spm is over cuz by then we'll be happy once again :)'

I wonder what was he thinking when i said all that to him..very guilty? Sad? Or maybe even nothting at all! He hurt me so much..does'nt he know that?! Maybe he does..he just doesn't care..yet he says he cares..this whole thing is confusing me. I cant believe this is happening. There are tons more reasons on why im sad..but i just dont wanna repeat everything..im still trying to get it over with i guess..

<50% happy (?)

ok so there is only ONE reason why im happy. We broke up without fighting. its more to stuff like : ' Hope you get a future bf/gf which treats you better' bla bla bla you know? But now im starting to become..erm..less happy..the way he is now..sigh..

There are a whole bunch of emotions swimming in my mind..jamming up my whole system.

Its as if its an undone jigsaw puzzle..without a reference picture..

Im trying to fit them all together..so it would make sense..to make me realise what the whole picture looks like..

I am still solving the puzzle..analysing them piece by piece..

I wonder : how long would I take to finish it?

I cant wake up from my dream cuz hes still in it

I have forgiven him..well..half-half that is..

Am i too nice?

or too blind?

I am sad..its obvious..yet im happy..

Im happy that..the end wasn't as bad as i thought it would be..i thought i might make my love an enemy..

what a relief..

These are the lyrics for paradise kiss "lonely in gorgeous"
The song is not bad..the lyrics are kinda...............like wut im thinking rite now i guess...
I dont care about lyrics actually but this one caught my eye on the malay subtitles on animax during the intro.
The red parts are the parts where it makes an impact on me.
Wut do u think?

At midnight, I rushed out
I kicked the door,
My glass slipper broke,
and I also tore my dress
Hey, it's disgusting, isn't it?
Even if I chase you, you won't come
Tears fill up my eyes
and I can't run anymore
Maybe it's jealousy... I'm s-a-d...!!
"Lonely in Gorgeous" Yeah...
Party night...I'm Breaking my heart
I want you to find me and hold me now
My headlights are shining
...where are you Bad boy?
I wipe away my tears with the scarf of love
and I can't see anything
I want to gather up the stardust
and throw them at you
Why should I care?
You can't love anyone but yourself...
Maybe it's heartbreak... For real...?!
"Lonely in Gorgeous" Yeah...
Party time...I won't bury it
When you're not here, it's an empty world
I want to see the continuation of the dream
"I miss you Bad boy"
I won't be locked up in the glitter,
I'll break it down
"Lonely in Gorgeous"
I'm Breaking my heart
Where are you Bad boy?
"Lonely in Party night"
"Lonely in Gorgeous"
I'm Breaking my heart
I miss you Bad boy
"Lonely in Party time"
"Lonely in Gorgeous" Yeah...
Party night...I can't laugh
I don't need anything, just stay by my side
"Lonely in Gorgeous" Yeah...
Party night...
I'm Breaking my heart
In the sparkling box
You left behind,
I held my loneliness and can't move
I don't need anything, just stay by my side
Get down on your knees, look at me,
and swear you love me.

"Like a small kid" was the response from many ppl when i asked their opinion about this pic

Looks crazy here..hmm unless hes crazy all the time??

wow..posing wif balloon..o wait..i told him to do that xP

I know he won't be reading this as he cant..but:

No matter how sad i am..your smile will always make me smile back at you.

So..i hope you'll smile more often..

<3

ugh..tried to get out of bed..but..my muscles were aching!!

"why?" u would ask..

CUZ 5A had a water balloon fight yesterday at the sports complex! =D

but this wuz how the idea came about :

on 18th oct..which wuz darrel's bday..we celebrated at the cafeteria. The guys had a bit of a water balloon fight. Mr yow stopped them anyway..so we decided to do it another time altogether. Since 19th oct is gonna be a free for the first 2 hours (football)..we're gonna battle after football.

so yeah i wuz thrilled to play football again (against mozart) lol we lost 4-2 but we had fun =) after that..all of us were busy filling ballons wif water *duh* in the toilets and placing them carefully in baskets (found in the toilet lol) a few of them burst without us touching em (cuz of pressure..yes physics came in handy) so li shan *smarty pants* said that we should put the smaller balloons below the bigger ones so they can withstand more pressure.

kevin invaded the girl's toilet and burst one balloon on the floor. Of course we scolded him to get out. Then, once we were done (altho we did not use up all the balloons) we carried the baskets to the grand stand (damn heavy >.<)

ok..its a long story..kinda lazy to blog about it at the moment..brb xD lol

1st pic - balloon fite battle field! xD

2nd pic - k-ren about to be dragged into the pool!

3rd - the pic says it all =D

what a busy weekend for me..party party party =D

Friday

Patriotic run going on..din join..dont think i wuz fit for it..instead..i accompanied ryan in his haunted house thing..seems cool when its dark..made big profit from it..too bad i din enter the real haunted house as ryan, zet, k-ren and I had to go to OU for min yong's surprise partay.

min only knows that zet & darrel are the only ones in OU..so the rest of us which consists about almost every aristotlians had to find 'refuge' at the floors that we wont bump into him and zet xD smart tactic

surprised him at the cinema..watching rush hour 3 =P quite funny & action packed as usual..then me ry zet min went bowling..competition haha..i let ryan down cuz im not so good at bowling xD only bowled a few times..hmm then we went walking around and stuff..we decided to meet alex mel ken & k-ren. After that, we chilled out at baskin robbins..enjoying ourselves..mel having fun using 'hint hint' as a couple thing lolz quite funny =) the rest of the gang joined us like kevin li shan darrel chung & jin. We decided to go to BBQ plaza..some sort of korean food shop..din eat much there but i was enjoying myself with friends. Somehow the dickens guyz came to the same restaurant. the first thing they did was scolding ryan for he did not help much in the scaring part of the haunted house haha

Later after that..we went to play pool and foosball. This is my first time playing those..sad hm? Neewayz had fun being an amateur =D went back at around 9 30..very tired..never spent almost a whole day in a mall before =S

Saturday

Special occasion =) my anniversary celebration wif ryan hehe

his parents knew about this and decided to treat me for dinner and fetch me home as well..i wuz quite nervous bout the dinner part..first time having a meal with them..wuz hoping i wont screw up in any way..

At first..we went bowling..one of our highest scores yet =P we were wondering why we couldnt score this high the other day..we could have beaten zet n min flat +P after that we were planning to play pool but there were too many ppl so we decided to just walk around the mall..window shopping ahaha..

oyeah! i mananged to buy him that ring! the ring that matches mine..he refuses at first cuz i wuz spending money on him. until i told him that he could return the money back to me (if thats possible xD) we went to watch the simpsons..so funny..

We managed to play pool. I had fun eventho he wuz winning..dont expect much from myself after playing only one game the other day haha

Time to make a good impression on his parents =P so far so good..chatting and stuff..theyre both really nice ppl =) then they sent me home...its the best day i ever had with ry..wish we could spend everyday like this..hope we could after spm..

PS i'll try to load the pix another time..i tried 4 times loading but it juz wont work

Last friday, kevin told the class that he saw a restaurant called 'restoran selvam' in melaka. CoincidentallyI wuz going to a melaka trip on the following day cuz of my photography group thing. I was grouped with nick (from another school) and vicky (former kdu-an) So we went scouting for that restaurant in town. yeah..we found it =P then we walked along the melaka river..and vicky found this weird thing among the mud..wut do u think it looks like? take a close look at it first. I think it looks like a hand xD freakaaay. Along the way..we saw this cool windchime..made out of bottle caps..nice and creative =)
Recently the class has improved its noise level..i assume everyone is happy about that

Im guessing the class atmosphere is geting better as we had change our seating..everyone seems fine with it now although a few ppl love switching places haha..
Im quite happy wif my place..near the grey shelves, near the back door..perfect cold temperature..good neighbours..yah..kinda perfect =)
So far theres tons of maths and a.maths work for me to do..currently i dont haf much time as im busy with other stuff..haih..maybe i DO need a time table after all..
Lately i've been teaching ryan chem twice every week..stay back in school for that..i hope im helping him =S

anywayz..we had a bday celebration =D nono not students..but teachers such as ms hoo..ms anjali and mr selvam..mr selvam din attend tho..somehow i cant load the pix..i'll try again next week

this was drawn by k shern..so pro!

Anywayz..planning to watch transformers on monday wif ryan! =D so happy man...!! wut a miracle to get him out of the house =P

okay..so me n ry are planning to have a 'pair' studying thing..not group..but in a pair :p

hope that this helps him in his exams...i really wanna help him and all...

sigh..quite sad cuz when i wuz on my way home on the car, my dad ran over a kitten..i looked back and i saw it walk strangely and it wuz the worst thing that i ever saw x..x my sis saw another car behind us..so we assumed it got hit by it and died. Haih..i rather want it to die than to suffer...

T..T list

class drama
class politics
cant watch transformers, fantastic 4 & maybe even HP5!!
didnt bowl last night
didnt see the cutest bunny in the world in pets wonderland
school work + tuition work
study
6 tuitions a week
photography project every week
no time

=) list

happy wif bf
happy wif frens
cant wait for the results of the malaysia @ 50 competition

*somehow i think theres more in the =) list but..cant think of anything obvious*
great..more things on the T..T list..feeling..messed up gah

okay..so theres something new this week..finally
my cousin joined sri kdu! Nono its not the one that loves watching darrel's vids..its another one haha..anywayz i couldnt believe it wuz him cuz hes only 16 this year and hes joining IB ( i din noe IB wuz for 16+) and there i wuz sitting on the long table..staring along with my sis thinking : is that really him? lol ryan said that we dont even noe our own cousin but we hardly see him anywayz.

Hmm wut else..alot of embarrasing stuff i guess..someone got his pants pulled down..
someone climbed on the chair and mooned to a certain teacher..
a certain someone and other person got a teacher pissed and had to stand in front of the classroom while the teacher stormed out..

The guys decided to join cultural dancing..consists of golimar (indian thriller) and some other combinations of chinese and malay songs..not bad i guess xD im giving them my full support.

gonna take more pix during the paramount championship! yay! more pix for the blog =P

hehe watched pirates of the caribbean 3 as i said earlier on..anyway heres what happened yesterday.

The movie started like 11 10 am or so..everyone was in the cinema d..for me..i had 3 bags on my seats..pressies from all of them xD i had to put one on the floor..very reluctantly =S we enjoyed the movie very much so..darrel ryan kevin laughing most of the time i guess lol

PS the monkey (jack) wuz SO KYUT

After the movie we ate lunch at Chili's. Darrel kevin and chung couldnt join us cuz they said they couldnt afford..they went to the food court instead. They joined us later when we were eating halfway..and talked about "the meaning of life" which lead to no where xD kevin's theory about dinosours is that they could have hair..who knows? Quite funny to imagine dinosours with hair..jian wai on the other hand is exceptional.

The satisfying lunch lead us to a hang out around the mall. We all followed ying to the jigsaw puzzle world. Kevin and darrel were busy playing with "magnetic sticks and balls" which can be built as complex figures. They were there the whole time until they had to go xD

We walked like crazy..one end to the other till we couldnt walk any further. min zet himi chung k-ren and jin went to the arcade. The arcade had this special machine thingi..its VERY addictive..but it seems like the machine wouldnt let us win gargh

That was most of it la..went home and started openning my presents. A wobbly-head figure (so hypnotic! i love staring at it!), a roxy bag, shrek (from the guys hehe) + 55.55 bucks, famous amos cookies (mmmm..) and POTC3 notebook from ryans mum ^^ Other presents were bought on the other days like a roxy beach bag, eye lash curlers, and a beautiful silver italian made bracelet x)

17 tix for the movie ;)

shrek and wobbly-head figure make a great couple xD still duno wut to name it. Any suggestions?

WOO LAST DAY OF EXAMS !

Now its just so relaxing..tomorrow we're gonna watch pirates of the caribbean 3 :D
There was a lot of intergration in the bio papers..quite tough especially paper 2. Most of everyone were rushing in paper 3 for some reason..for me i spent too much time on the graph..drew it 3 times =p

Anywayz..will update on big stuff when stuff happens =P

busy busy bussay!

Add maths, chem, bio and moral to go! oyeah and est2

im so gonna die for add maths *plz dont kill me teacher!*

The weather is usually nice after school..cool and dark. Sometimes its hot like hell =S I'm just randomly saying this cuz i got nothing else to write and..dont feel like writing at the moment plus theres nothing to write about anyway.

So far paramount championship is clashing badly with the mid-year exams. Band & modern dancing were the main ones..we didnt do well in band..but our class managed to get into the finals :D *claps* I wish i was there to support them =S unfortunately i have SO much more to study..im not sure but i might have my maths and add maths screwed up..cant seem to remember much about maths at all x..x sooo toasted!

im not gonna post any pix of the 'behind the scenes' of modern dancing cuz they might complain xD

Im so busy about exams till even I get stressed..i hate getting stressed..its like..you might accidently say something hurtful to others but you dont realise it..my minds not clear with these sort of stuff..gargh

its so annoying when i get emo sometimes..i seriously dont like being emo. its so not me..my parents say i use to smile 24-7 (made me sound like some sort of lunatic o O) especially when i was smaller..they say i now look like a sour puss >....<

I think im worrying too much bout my future..about what will happen between me and ryan after spm..im thinking too much..havent meditate for a long time =S i need yoga lessons..join with khye-ren xD ahahha

Last night i had dinner at Overseas Restaurant. I had a wishing bone from the chicken i ate. I didnt make a wish. Why? Am i too afraid to wish? or..i thought that wishing bones are just for kids...? Whatever it is..i rather not wish for anything..im happy for what it is now..but wishes are for the future right? omg..im getting emo now.....normally when im like this i need to talk to k-ren, alvin or ryan. It doesnt matter whether they can solve my problem..i just want someone to listen out u noe? But the thing is..i dont noe wuts my problem..so..cant talk to them about what problems am i having..

okay so TODAY we visited..the bird park! we also went to the planetarium..had a bit of fun there i guess..







Before we started..we took a group pic..ms harriet scolded me for that xD
See the bridge? Theres actually a peacock at the bottom left..darrel shouted to tai yang (from my side of the land) to jump onto the bridge to scare the peacock away..but it flew down before tai yang got the chance to do so.
And the last pic..lol..u can guess wut theyre doing..making a concoction of their own..added everything they could! We chipped in the money till RM45 for darrel to drink it all..he managed and we were surprised..we felt cheated..eventhough i din place my money in xD i got pix..but ask from me on msn or something if you want em =P

okayy so on 24th april..we had 'no appologies' seminar. Its a sex education workshop. It was quite good overall.

kevin wuz up there on the tree..cuz we we're doing short film fior paramount..we wanted to have a good camera angle..so yeah..too bad the tree uprooted today =S but its because of the storm..not kevin lol

look carefully at the white board..girls and guyz wrote it. The workshop consisted of mozartians and aristotlians..yeap..dot dot dot

okayy so this week has 2 main events i think..

1. Zetty's bday
yes shes 17 now and we had cake in the cafeteria. We all feared of a cake fight..we sat away from the cake (next table lol) and layed low. Zet wuz highly suspicious that there wasnt gonna be a cake fight..but she blew the candles anyway. The next thing u noe..she had smashed eggs on her head. Ee ping & choi yi were the culprits..they DID promise to NOT have a cake fight..instead they had an egg fight =P smart. Anywayz we celebrated the jan feb march april babies in class. We had pizza during lunch and we had a great time =)



2. Open day
Somehow this year's open day seemed kinda dull eventhough we had more events this year. There were events like cheerleading, aladdin, and high school musical (bwaha). And of course the cafeteria wuz filled with stalls selling food and drinks. I was helping 5D with their advertisments on their drinks..walking around with a piece of paper =P took many pix of the cheerleaders..alot of mistakes in each team =S mostly falling..

Woo class test is OVER :D


But paramount hasnt been that good..i thought we did good at choral speaking compared to others..we got 5th x..x


In group singing...i dont know bout the positioning but judging by the video i saw..i dont think we can get first to be frank =S


Mr zac is proud of our results =) the class average was 89.44% i think..we beat mozart by 1% and we're proud of it xD the sad thing is..i got 98% and i got that i-shuda-got-100% type of feeling lol

Guess whos this? yes its..k-ren! Caught in the act..er..touching other ppl's art work which looks like a microwave =P

Just a random pic bwahaa a weird one

It has been quite a week..busy with studies and paramount championship at the same time x..x most of everybody are involved in choral speaking. Practicing whenever they had the chance. Tiffany and darrel are practicing singing and all..solo singing was yesterday..i didnt get to watch them tho =S We finally had the fire drill yesterday. The targetted time wuz 5 mins to assemble at the field..ms harriet said we made it to 4 mins..unbelievable really..cuz we were moving quite sloppily, using the ramp somemore xD

a random pic..? =P

Yesterday zet and jade asked me to join dancing cuz choi yi doesnt attend their practices..all i did wuz twirl one round and did one of their dance moves and i wuz in lol. It has been quite a dull week actually. Quite a bunch of negative thoughts around..especially about relationships..thank god not for mine.

This is darrel's costume for his solo singing hahaha =D he purposely wore his tie the other way round..and his pants too..and only wore a sock..AND his shirt is the other way round as well..yeap..the buttons are at the back xD

Nothing THAT exciting going on now a days..ppl are juz bz signing up for paramount and stuff. Im currently in the band..along with tiffany (bass), sue ann (keyboardist), tai yang and darrel..alex on the other hand has a problem joining the band =S his parents wont let him participate cuz of his CT1 results. Hmm..i think im in golimar xD i din even say yes to darrel and he juz wrote down my name..darn. I'm thinking whether i should join photography. But the thing is..the theme of the photography thingi is 'a day in school'. Im not so good at taking photos of ppl..so its kinda tough for me. Ok ok wut else..it had been raining quite a lot in the morning this past week..its kinda nice and very cooling. The guyz were complaining on tuesday tho..they wanted to play football and they hated it when the field wuz wet and muddy haha.

Oyeah! chem class lol..as always..something HAS to happen in the chem lab. As wut the guyz say:" sabo mozart!" Anywayz on thursday, we entered the chem lab. There were like 3 or 4 giant flies..quite disgusting looking yet so tempting to swat. Tai yang as a 'pro' fly swatter went kinda crazy over them lol so is kevin. They even tried jumping to catch the fat flies xD mr yow is like "leave the flies alone!" and all that. haha bleh watching bleach episode 1 lol bye for now

Hmm what to update..oyeah..

Nothing much happened after the extra classes..mostly bored till death..staring into empty space..studying..and no comp. Just TV..good enough i guess. Now a days im just being busy seeing the optician. Have been using corrective lenses which has the power to lower down the power of my eyes till i get perfect eyesight! yeap..currently my power is 200 on both eyes..before i wore the lenses it was 500 each. So..yay! im not that blind anymore hehe =) Thats about it really.........told ya it wuz boring =P

I had nothing to do so i juz took a pic of my stuff.....

woo sports day is finally over! Now we can concentrate on our studies..and..enjoy the holidays =) and extra classes hehe.

Green house was the champion house..again -...- They got second in cheerleading..for once they kinda won for cheerleading..i think they deserved first though..
Red house did quite well..we won for cheerleading and marchpast =D we got 2nd overall

Blue house won for deco. They had a tie wif yellow in 3rd place wif yellow house.

Yellow house din win anything in particular but they improved greatly! They totally caught up with blue house! You cant take them too lightly in sports anymore =P zetty has been a great captain.

Theres gonna be extra classes till wednesday..cant wait for it somehow.

Anywayz here are some pix..

haha it has been a great week i guess..got new radio..new phone..new shoes..woo! Everyone's busy with sports day rehearsals and all. But for a few ppl including me, all we do in class is stare at the comp..watching 'heroes' =D kinda addicted to it..danil lend me his hard drive to dld it to my comp..but somehow it doesn't work =S *noooo* T..T damn sad.

bwahaha! Red house is now second! Blue third =P green is still first..
Anyway i joined 800m today..got 5th pah!! jade was first (not really a surprise cuz shes in the mssd for that), zet wuz 3rd yeah..no lessons today =) din do anything in class..juz chilling around the comps..comparing typing test results hehe

Ujian tara today!

Only managed to pass 100m xD I hope that this friday only has 800m..not 1500 and 800m on the same day cuz im running both! =S

We missed almost the whole day of school..we gathered at the secondary field at 8 45am. Then ujian tara all the way till 11 am for red house..we were the earliest. The last house was blue..which ended at 1 lol. Before the standard test, red was leading by 2 points ahead from blue. Now, red is third, blue second, green first =S sigh..that sums up almost everything for today haha =P

Just playing cards in my room..it was kinda hot eventhough the aircond wuz at full blast. Ms hoo and mr pang were the last to come haha..they left shortly tho. Kinda lazy to type out everything =P
Hmm..duno wut else to talk about XD oyeah..i got to meet ryan's parents at the end..cuz they came and fetch him back. So my parents talked to them and we made a discovery. It seems that ryan and me are kinda related (not in terms of bf gf)

Its like this : My cousin's father's surname is choy. Ryan's mum's surname is choy. Both their hometown's are in klang. My cousin's grandfather is the brother of ryan's grandfather. But since my cousin's parents divorced, i guess me and ryan arent that related anymore so its not incest xD!

Today can be considered as my most boring day ever. I didnt do anything in the morning. My whole afternoon is wasted cuz i did nothing but reading national geographic magazines which kinda drove me mad. I couldn't watch tv..my dad wuz hogging it x..x at least theres tomorrow =) and tonight im gonna have dinner with my relatives and cousins

Somehow i got the crave for ROD the tv's comic volume 2. Cuz..volume 1 wuz great but my mum wont lemme buy the second one cuz its 38 ringgit =S it is quite expensive for a non-coloured comic i guess..sigh o well..zzz

Today I invited my primary school friend over my open house (the guests today mostly consists of uncles and aunties). We're now searching for blog skins. Kinda tired..so hot..anyway just being random now lalalalaaaa i miss all of u pplz! T..T

Today isnt that exciting as i thought it would be somehow =S
Mayb its because of this dreaded cold that im having *sniff* or its because its freaking hot today. Just hope this friday will make everything up..so far only ryan li shan jade ms hoo and mr pang will attend haha. I hope i'l get to meet ryan's parents..it'l be my first =) !

what a day x..x

Got up at 9am juz to scrub the tiles outside my house..actually..HAND scrub! my sis and i practically scrubbed the tiles for like 2 hours. As a result, very clean tiles..and 2 blisters on my right hand haih..still hurts. Thank god chinese new year only comes once a year xD

But after that..i watched ROD the tv from 2-4 =D never felt so lazy before..then had a lovely shower and juz relaxed in my room =) today im suppose to give the 'annual bath' for my cat lol. Fortunately for her, today is a very gloomy day. I still have not sighted the sun =S makes me sleepy and lazy.

This has been a great week despite the class tests =) ryan gave me a valentine's gift hehe..its a teddy!! A lolly pop and a keychain..so sweet x) the teddy was SO cute n soft..everyone had to hug it..no one could resist not holding it lol. On this day, there was no class test..like bonus oni =D mrs chan made it official..nono its not becuz of valentine's day *rolls eyes* its becuz jap students came to our school and the f4 students were hosting them =) thats about it i guess..for this week..

I'm back from melaka =) all itchy cuz got burnt like hell >.<
I was so exhausted cuz of the heat from yesterday..till i woke up at 12 40pm today xD
I think im happy with this new skin..o well..better than the last one anyway hehe =D make me have more semangat in writing a new post lol

class test class test class test
other than that..

Chemistry peka was fun...we were mixing solutions to make them cloudy and all that until the 'x' sign dissapears on a piece of white paper. Anyway, vishal came into our class (mozarts were having bio next door) and asked mr yow whether does he want to see a disected frog. Mr yow being himself wuz curious and went to see it. Anyway, SOME individuals of our class took their chance and emptied all the sulphuric acids into the sink (yes..all of it!)..and replaced it with..tap water xD at first they filled in distilled water until li shan suggested to fill them with tap water..tsk tsk..
The lab assistant took all the containers of 'sulphuric acid' to the lab. We asked mr yow what would she do to it. All he said was :'shes just gonna purify the acid so contaminated acid would not be used during the experiment.' We just stared at each other and laughed cuz all that effort was for nothing.
But we were wrong..
It wuz bio time, mr yow came in bio class like..15 mins later to check on the frogs..i think. The certain individuals asked him whether did the experiment work for mozart. He said 'no..y?' and the certain individual replied :' Lets just say..theres a new equation..H20 + H20 --> H20'
Mr yow couldnt help smiling..karl shern thinks that he was smiling cuz he dislikes the mozarts xD mr zac laughed at that thought.

We continued bio. Mr zac took out a bin which was filled with 3 frogs and bunches of cotton wool soaked with chloroform. Almost everyone wanted to take part in the disection so they wore gloves. Mr zac told us how to pin the frog onto the rubber tray..and how to slice open the 1st epidermis layer. Those who din take part (including me) were juz observing each group and their frogs..but mostly i stuck to my original group which had zet, tai yang, choi yi and karl shern. I thought i might falter at the sight of the poor frog..but it looked interesting..and i finally dared to cut its 1st epidermis layer with a blade!
Ok..to cut a bit of crap of this whole thing..i shall jump to the interesting parts. When we took out the heart..it was still pumping! It was quite cool..contracting and relaxing. The first group, consisting jade, kevin, alex, iman, and others had a little surprise - their frog woke up >.<>..< after awhile..she said:'lets make it even!' and she pulled off the other leg xD damn gross!

When most of the fun was over..we went down for lunch. Most of us couldnt eat the chicken we bought..cuz of the frog xD and every body was complaining about the smell of their hands..smelt like rubber gloves..not very pleasant. Thats about it for that day i guess...waiting for the next exciting week..im gona play the mssd ping pong doubles on monday =S it will be a miracle if me and jade win..we hardly practiced!

pfft i'm sick. On the outside of course..oi!
stupid cough and a bit of runny nose..but not runny enough to annoy me.
Anywayz..
Before you read on..everytime u see the word 'clown'..theres an eerie background music..the ones in horror shows..a group of violinists playing the same tune continuously..hope u got it.
Kendy's partay
It was great =) arrived at the same time as mae yee and su ean. We made our way into the cafe. Almost all the aristotlians were there. Surprisingly sue zen and yan mae were there! They looked quite good and happy as well..chatting away and all. I sat beside alex, an empty space on my right which vivian eventually sat later. I only had 2 pathetic slices of thin pizza for lunch XD didnt feel hungry at that time. Ryan jade and sue ann din arrive till 2 (i think) cuz they had tuition. Most of the time i was watching ppl eat lol. I didn't even help myself out with the deserts which will definitely make everyone drool. Not in the mood i guess. Ms hoo arrived at 3..we were glad she made it =]

There was a clown outside the cafe. The guyz got a few flexible long balloons to play with. Karl shern made a sick one out of it and zet couldnt stop laughing ( u can guess wut shape did he make huh? ) Sue ann n zet were excited bout the clown and wanted me to tag along with them. I told them that i had a major phobia of clowns and wouldnt get close to one in 100m in radius. They tried to pull me away from my chair which i was gripping ever so tightly but they failed anyway...hah! Anyway we all finished eating and decided to walk outside the cafe. Didnt do much really. The clown outside passed us. Susu and zet dragged me to the clown and said : hey! excuse me but shes afraid of clowns!' the words "afraid of clowns' attracted the clowns attention and put on his bowler hat and said 'oh this one i must solve' (something like that..i couldnt hear properly cuz i was trying to escape their grasp..and the clown! *the tune of violins playing when something scary happens*

The clown dragged me to a corner near the lifts and asked what was my problem with clowns. At the background everyone were chattering loudly and asking ryan to help me and all but they juz stood and watch. I told the clown that i had a trauma when i was 5. He said "tell me what did the clown do to you" i replied "nothing" He was still holding my wrist tightly..in my head i was like..'let goooooo cmonnn' then he juz said ok and released me. After i recovered from that incedent, i turned to zet and susu. They said 'now ur fear for clowns is gone rite? *giving a =D look' I almost shouted at them playfully "no!!! u juz made it worst!" I 'strangled' susu on the neck and she made some choking sound lol. My next target was zetty. Strangling her as well..she feel to the floor and we were acting like wild animals xD yes yes this is a public hotel..and a porsh one as well! But..lol we didnt give a damn but we finally stopped anyway.

We went into the cafe again. This time i grabbed a marshmallow on a stick and stuck it into the chocolate fountain (cool hey?) its so tastay =P we settled down on the long table and we sang the bday song to kendrick. We made him give a speech..took the guyz a lot of effort to encourage him to actually make one haha. He finally cut the cakes (there were 2) ryan and i shared one piece of choc cake..it was heaven! I dont noe wuts the other cake..but look good anyway. It was 3.45pm..had to go home soon darn! Said my goodbyes to everyone and head off to the lobby. What a day..i swear this time i'l increase the radius between me and the clown..this time..500m!!!

Happy 6 months ry! =) *hugzz*

Nothing much has been going on lately..but ever since my last update, heres the list of stuff that happened :

1. A very valuable member of the aristotle class has left us!
Alvin/the gorilla/maple freak ranger has left the building. we knew him for 4 solid years and it was hard for both parties to let go sigh.

2. I got a freaking iPod nano 2nd generation =D
Got it as a gift..as an inspiration to work harder for spm XD i love it so much..not as much as u ry! hah

3. I got in the ping pong school team..?
yes i noe. weird and kinda impossible huh? Me and jade got in cuz there was no other girls better than us other than sabrina and chooi ying. The MSSD is fortnight and we havent been practicing..cuz we cant find a suitable place to play. Jade and sabrina lives too far away from me so i have problem playing ping pong with them..we're SO gonna die in the match man..jade said we should enter the team for the experience of losing lol!

4. Its getting hotter by the day
Good news for the Johorians i guess. Hasnt rained for quite a while so the place should dry up quite fast. Typical time for a weather like this..every chinese new year theres always the very hot sun xp.

5. We decorated the class the whole day on friday! well..except during chem and physix class..u noe mr yow -...- the class looks so pretty now..kinda colourful..thx to all the aristotlians who helped out and a few who even stayed back to finish up the job. Some of us did the borders of the boards..cutting up manilla paper into strips. Others did glass art or making sections for the subjects. And a few where doing the duty rosters, time table etc.

6. We got our footy medals on tuesday..finally! The medals are not as shiny as the paramount's one but i guess its ok (they din even have our names on it! gargh) o well..mr pang and ms hoo took pix of us with the whole team and the giant pretty trophy =P but we have to return it next week =/ but im happy that us girls started the footy girls team and its going to be held every year from now on =D

sigh what a day..jade told me that there were try outs for doubles for badminton..again! I thought i was in already but it turned out that 6 girls will be competing to fight for 2 places x..x so we had a doubles match..and singles match. But i got kicked out in the singles after i won 2. Oh well..i was kinda sad..but its the good of the school and for me in a way ( i dont get to miss class test!)

Im feeling a bit..down..my parents..i mean..my mum..isnt allowing me to go for tomorrows farewell party for alvin darryl and nicole T..T i wanna go! Mostly cuz of spending the last moments together with the ones who would be away from us till god noes when. Second is having fun. Ryan if youre reading this *lol* as i said before..ure the first purpose ok? its just..so obvious till it doesn need to be mentioned =P make sense rite?

Hmm..i need a new tactic to persuade my mum..mayb i should make a deal with her..sacrifice something..mayb work damn hard during the weekends..cut down my allowence..grounded..anything! just to spend the last fun moments with the ex-aristotlians. Sigh! *curses under breath*

Happy New Year pplz =D

My new year's resolution?
1. Work hard
2. Be good =)
3. Enjoy myself

Hmm cant think of anything else meh. Anywayz last night wasn't that exciting. Most of everyone would probably go out to malls for the new year countdown..or spend the night partying at a friend's house. But as for me, all i did was watching tv. 9pm:madagascar 10pm:star wars 3. We heard the fire works at midnight and I wished my family a happy new year. I wuz thinking..every year we do the same thing..watch tv at new years eve. I havent gone out before and..to come to think of it (and i juz discovered) i havent seen grand fire works before lol..i noe..its sad. I only see them on tv..and thats it.

I have a diary which i write about my feelings. I just realised that..if i read my past entries..especially related to complications..it only digs up old wounds in the heart. I think that i write my diary for the sake of releasing all my emotions on a book..and its not meant for reading. So as i flip through the pages of my diary..which consists of events of the year 2003-2006, i realised what is life all about - being a person.

I got a new diary, i'l try to include more random or everyday stuff so my emotions will be 'diluted' in the entry so i wont hurt myself so much when reading them. I read them cuz sometimes i wanna refresh my memory on what i have learnt from that event. Sigh.