The sound of rain woke me up today. That was around 4am. I then slipped back to my prison of dreams.

I dreamt that i was a good bus driver xD

I also dreamt that my sis took me into her class. And guess who was her teacher?

mr low.

He was super scary that time. It was as if i could hear all his sick thoughts..but the thing is..he was saying them OUT LOUD!! AHHHH NIGHTMAREEE >...<

sighhh. I dont wanna face reality. I want to live my life as a dream. Drifting in and out of the dream..
There are two types of dreams : one is lucid dreaming (you can control what you can do)
Secondly..you just follow the storyboard. Go with the flow.

I prefer to go with the flow..i dont have to make decsions because my dream already made my decisions for me. I dont have to stress out. To be emo.

All i have to do is..live life as a dream.

Hmm since my everyday life is practically the same..i think i should just post my dreams..better than nothing >..<

let me see..all of us were hanging out in my 'dream mall' hehe

Smiles. Laughter.

Then i dreamt that i was walking in this dark passage way..i saw that my cat was being electrocuted..i wanted to save her but somehow i got shocked as well..it almost felt real..pain was searing around my right hand..particularly my fingers.

Hmm..something about watching tennis on tv.

=)

Finally.

Another dream about the stars.

But this time..the stars were dying.. They seem to be burning themselves out of existence with orange streaks as their tails.

However..the biggest brightest star *scientifically identified as Venus* was broken into a few parts..like shattered glass..falling in slow motion.

At first i was thrilled to see the night sky again..but the destruction of the sky left me numb.

Once upon a dream,

there was a lost lil girl in the middle of no where. She sees the world as black and white *nono its not the fact that shes colour blind haha*.

On a really random day, she stumbled upon a beautiful gem stone : the only coloured thing in her world. She took hold of it, she couldn't believe this was happening to her..that this was the happiest thing that could happen to her. She carried it with her always with care. But one day..she tripped on something and fell into a pit *it just popped out of no where*.

It was a deep pit. The walls of the pit were firm..but not firm enough to climb out. But the lil girl didnt mind..as long as she had her precious gem..she was the happiest girl alive.

She lived in the pit for 1.5 years *i dont bother thinking how she managed to survive in there without food xD* She didnt care what happened outside the pit..everything was black and white anyway....

Towards the end of the 1.5years..the stone was getting duller by the moment. The colour faded..it started to blend into the background. The lil girl pannicked and cried..not knowing what to do about it. The walls of the pit started to fall..making the pit more shallow..it was an easy escape for her..but she was happy living in her pit with her stone.

In the end, the stone she treasured most -- no longer shine for her.

The lil girl was helpless. She left the stone in the pit..and started to climb the walls.
"its an easy climb" thought the girl.."but something is holding me back..but theres no point staying in the pit..my gem stone has gone dull..like the rest of the world.."

The lost lil girl was stuck in the pit. It was physically possible to climb. But mentally impossible.

hehehe now a days im really really REALLY happy ^^

its just that...i duno..almost everything that's happening right now..it makes me..happy-go-lucky..again..

My dreams are returning to me again. I'm remembering them better =) more details..

thank you.

hehehehe im SOO happy today ^^

I drove for the first time today!!

And you know what? My driving instructor let me drive all the way home from bukit jalil xD

i hate the handbrake ahahaha. i cant wait for the next lesson which is on friday =D

my instructor said i wuz pro heh heh

lolz.

hehehe.

I dyed my hair today for the first time :P

I just hope i dont look like a lala~

bleh..lazy to blog XD

whee~ !

just came back from pangkor yesterday..got burnt..my skin hurts >..<

witnessed a beautiful sunset =P it has been quite some time since i saw one..

PS i talked to the 'shark guy' in pangkor and he told me that the pancake that we rode on burst xD so they got a new one.. *only ppl who went to the pangkor trip last month would know who was the shark guy xD*

sigh.

WE NEED MORE HANG OUTS T..T *with the complete gang of course* sigh..

i envy my sis. cuz she goes to school. I would love to go back to school with my friends in it * no bm related subjects tho xD*

Anywayzzz..im trying to make myself useful lol.

Play tennis 3 times a week..having lessons..i got my first blister today >..< its sooo fun tho :D

oyeah..im going to pangkor this thursday xD yes again..with my family this time..sigh..it'll bring back so much memories from my previous trip there..

hehe went to ou today..met our old frens : a Canadian and 3 Aussies xD

we spent most of our time playing pool/snooker. crazyyy

This was taken at Italianese ^^

Oyeah! i almost forgot..when we were posing for the group shoot..tai yang started laughing..and you know what's next LOL

even the waiter was laughing xD that proves how contagious ty's laugh is hahahaha.

For the first time. I have seen new year fireworks.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE :D

2008 is here.

I enjoy watching fireworks. They're like dancing colourful stars.

It was like an addiction..i couldn't keep my eyes off the fireworks.

I wish i could see them again ^^

PS i watched at megamall. 15 mins long.